kenangn lalu.....

semalm sedang ak poye2 ngn laptp ak...tetibe rumate ak ckp membr die merangkap membr ak gak msk hosptl...mule2 terkjt gak coz ptg 2 ak nmpk die ok je...mmg la ak x close ngn die nk compare ak ngn rumate ak...tp rse sedey gak r...ye r..slaloo die dtg lepak blk ak..gurau2..tetibe dpt taw die sakit...ak pon g la lawat die smlm...kul 12 mlm..nk g hntr rumate die gak...coz x de org nk jge dier...ak teman rumate ak sbnr nye...die segan nnt die kne nek kete sorang2..yg driver nye dak laki..so ak pon teman...mse mle2 ak msk hospital teringt ak mse ak kecik2 dlue..dlm standrd 1 x clap ak...ak pon penah msk wad gak...de thing yg wat ak fobia ngn hospitl n yg seangktn dgn nye is ak kne inject tiap 3 weeks...bygkn betape sakit nye mse kne inject...kalo hari ak kne g hosptl mmg payah r ak nk bgn...fobia dowh...tp sbb x thn dgr mak ak bsg ak bgn gak r...2 bru prob kt umah...blom ag kt hsptl...nurse ngn dr kne plak b'perang ngn ak mse nk inject...5 org nurse kne pgg ak mse nk kne inject...kuat x ak...hehe..kdg2 ak cian gak ak kt nurse 2....slaloo kne sepak ngn ak....kalo de lembu kt depan ak pon ak sepak gak...sakit die x dpt ak bayang...de pakck yg skt sme ngn ak pon menangis mse kne inject..ak lg r....dh r ak kecik ag mse 2...1 hosptl ley dgr ak menjerit....huhu...dat's make me fobia wif jarum...6 thn ak kne inject..dr n nurse kt sne sume dh knl ak...betape femes nye ak mse kecik2 dlue....disebabkn terlaloo fobia ngn jarum stiap kali kne inject jew musti ak nk pengsn...bkn nk pengsn..dh pengsn pon...mse ak kne cucuk bcg...huhu...malu ak...dh r pengsn tengh2 org rmai...but now..ak x kne inject dh..just mkn ubat pil je..2 pon payah...coz ak x ske mkn ubat pil...payah nk telan...lepas ak umr ak 21 bru ak merdeka dr ubt2 nie..huuhu..smpai cni je kot ak cite pnglmn ak mse mude2 dlue...huhu...